Sometimes and most of the time, we feel like this house behind me - abandoned, rejected, mistreated, voided and most of all no love. We live in a society where truth is validated through people - a society in which love is desired through the flesh and rarely through the teachings of God. God can offer you far more than anything the world can give. He can teach you how to love yourself and how to not to seek it from others in this world. Searching for love from others prior to loving yourself can end in turmoil; wanting to fill a void in my naive life, yearning to be loved, lead me to loving a married man. Before I knew what was happening, my life began spiraling out of control.